My gone cold I'm wondering why I Got out of bed at all The morning clouds up my window And I see at all And even if I could all be gray, Put your picture on my It reminds me, it's not so bad, not so bad
My tea's gone I'm wondering why I Got out of bed at all The morning rain clouds up my And I see at all And even if I could all be gray, Put picture on my wall It reminds me, it's not so bad, not so bad
Dear Slim, I wrote you but ain't callin' I left my cell, my pager, and my home at the bottom I sent two letters in autumn, you must not-a got 'em There was a problem at the post office or somethin' Sometimes I addresses too sloppy when I jot 'em But anyways, fuck it, what's been up? Man your daughter? My pregnant too, I'm bout to be a father If I have a daughter, what I'm a call her? I'm a her Bonnie I read about your Uncle Ronnie too I'm I had a friend kill himself over bitch who didn't want him I know you probably hear this everyday, but I'm your fan I even got the shit that you did with Skam I got a room full of your posters and your man I like the you did with Rawkus too, that shit was fat Anyways, I hope you get man, hit me back, Just to chat, yours, your biggest fan This is
Dear Slim, you still ain't called or wrote, I hope you have a I ain't mad, I think it's fucked up you don't answer fans If you didn't wanna talk to me your concert You didn't to, but you coulda signed an autograph for Matthew That's my little brother man, only six years old We in the blistering cold for you, For four hours and you said, "No." That's pretty shitty man, you're like his idol He wants to be just like you man, he you more than I do I ain't that mad though, I just like bein' lied to Remember when we met in Denver, you said if I'd write you you would back, See I'm just you in a way I knew my father neither, He to always cheat on my mom and beat her I can to what you're saying in your songs So I have a shitty day, I drift away and put 'em on 'Cause I don't really got shit else so that shit helps I'm depressed I even got a of your name across the chest I even cut myself to see how much it bleeds It's adrenaline, the pain is such a sudden rush for me See everything you say is real, and I respect you you tell it My girlfriend's jealous 'cause I talk about you But she know you like I know you Slim, no one does She don't know what it was like for people like us up, you gotta call me man, I'll be the biggest fan you'll ever yours, Stan, P.S. we should be together too
My tea's gone I'm wondering why I Got out of bed at all The morning rain up my window And I see at all And even if I it'll all be gray, Put your on my wall It me, that it's not so bad, not so bad
Dear Mister "I'm Too Good To Or Write My Fans", This will be the last I ever send your ass It's been six months and no word, I don't deserve it? I know you got my last two letters, I wrote the addresses on 'em So this is my cassette I'm you, I hope you hear it I'm in the car right now, I'm 90 on the freeway Hey Slim, I a fifth of vodka, You me to drive? You know the song by Collins, "In the Air of the Night" About that guy who could a saved that other guy from But didn't, Phil saw it all, then at a a show he found him? That's kinda how this is, you could a rescued me drowning Now it's too late, I'm on a thousand now, I'm drowsy And all I wanted was a lousy or a call I you know I ripped all of your pictures off the wall I you Slim, we coulda been together, think about it You ruined it now, I hope you can't and you dream about it And when you dream I hope you can't and you scream about it I hope your conscience eats at you and you can't breathe me See Slim, up bitch! I'm tryin' to talk! Hey Slim, that's my girlfriend in the trunk But I didn't slit her throat, I tied her up, see I ain't like you if she suffocates she'll suffer more, and then she'll die too Well, go, I'm almost at the bridge now Oh shit, I forgot, how am I to send this shit out?
Dear Stan, I meant to write you sooner but I been busy You said your pregnant now, how far along is she? Look, I'm flattered you would call your daughter that And here's an autograph for brother, I wrote it on the cap I'm sorry I didn't see you at the show, I of missed you Don't think I did that intentionally just to diss you But what's this shit you said about you to cut your wrists too? I say shit just clownin' dog, come on, how fucked up is you? You got some issues Stan, I think you need some To help your ass from bouncing off the walls when you get some And this shit about us meant to be together? That type of shit make me not want us to meet each other I really think you and your girlfriend each other Or maybe you just need to treat her I hope you get to read letter, I just hope it reaches you in time Before you hurt yourself, I that you'll be doin' just fine If you relax a little, I'm glad I inspire you but Why are you so mad? Try to understand, I do want you as a fan I just don't want you to do crazy shit I seen this one shit on the news a couple weeks ago that me sick Some dude was drunk and drove his car a bridge And had his girlfriend in the trunk, and she was with his kid And in the car they found a tape, but didn't say who it was to Come to think about, his was, it was you Damn!