My gone cold I'm wondering why I. got out of bed at all The rain clouds up my window. and I see at all And if I could it'll all be gray, but picture on my wall It me, that it's not so bad, not so bad.
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Slim, I wrote but you still ain't callin I left my cell, my pager, and my phone at the bottom I sent two letters in autumn, you must not-a got 'em There was a problem at the post office or somethin Sometimes I scribble too sloppy when I jot 'em but anyways; fuck it, what's been up? Man how's daughter? My girlfriend's pregnant too, I'm to be a father If I have a daughter, guess what I'ma her? I'ma her Bonnie I read about your Uncle Ronnie too I'm I had a friend kill himself over some bitch who want him I know you probably this everyday, but I'm your biggest fan I even got the shit that you did with Skam I got a room of your posters and your pictures man I the shit you did with Rawkus too, that shit was fat Anyways, I hope you get man, hit me back, just to chat, yours, your biggest fan This is
Dear Slim, you still ain't called or wrote, I hope you have a I ain't mad - I just think it's FUCKED UP you answer fans If you didn't wanna to me outside your concert you didn't have to, but you coulda signed an autograph for That's my little man, he's only six years old We waited in the blistering for you, four and you just said, "No." pretty shitty man - you're like his fuckin idol He wants to be just like you man, he likes you than I do I ain't that mad though, I just don't like bein to Remember when we met in Denver - you said if I'd you you would write back - see I'm like you in a way I never my father neither; he used to always on my mom and beat her I can relate to you're saying in your songs so when I a shitty day, I drift away and put 'em on I don't really got shit else so that shit helps when I'm depressed I even got a tattoo of your name across the I even cut myself to see how much it bleeds It's like adrenaline, the is such a sudden rush for me See you say is real, and I respect you cause you tell it My girlfriend's jealous cause I about you 24/7 But she don't know you I know you Slim, no one does She don't know what it was like for people like us up You call me man, I'll be the biggest fan you'll ever lose Sincerely yours, -- P.S. We should be too
Mister-I'm-Too-Good-To-Call-Or-Write-My-Fans, this'll be the package I ever send your ass It's been six and still no word - I don't deserve it? I know you got my last two I wrote the on 'em perfect So this is my cassette I'm sending you, I you hear it I'm in the car now, I'm doing 90 on the freeway Hey Slim, I drank a fifth of vodka, you dare me to You know the by Phil Collins, "In the Air of the Night" about that guy who coulda saved that guy from drowning but didn't, then saw it all, then at a a show he found him? That's kinda how this is, you coulda rescued me from Now it's too late - I'm on a 1000 downers now, I'm and all I wanted was a lousy or a call I hope you know I ripped +ALL+ of pictures off the wall I love you Slim, we coulda together, think about it You ruined it now, I hope you can't sleep and you dream it And when you dream I hope you sleep and you SCREAM about it I hope your conscience AT YOU and you can't BREATHE without me See Slim; up bitch! I'm tryin to talk! Hey Slim, that's my girlfriend in the trunk but I didn't slit her throat, I just tied her up, see I ain't you if she suffocates she'll suffer more, and then she'll die too Well, go, I'm almost at the bridge now Oh shit, I forgot, how'm I supposed to send this out?
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Dear Stan, I meant to you sooner but I just been busy You said your girlfriend's pregnant now, how far is she? Look, I'm really flattered you call your daughter that and here's an for your brother, I wrote it on the cap I'm sorry I didn't see you at the show, I musta you Don't think I did that intentionally just to diss you But this shit you said about you like to cut your wrists too? I say that shit just dogg, c'mon - how up is you? You got issues Stan, I think you need some counseling to your ass from bouncing off the walls when you get down some And what's this shit us meant to be together? That type of shit'll make me not want us to meet each I really think you and your girlfriend need each or maybe you just to treat her better I hope you get to read letter, I just hope it reaches you in time before you hurt yourself, I that you'll be doin just fine if you relax a little, I'm glad I inspire you but why are you so mad? Try to understand, that I do you as a fan I just don't want you to do some shit I seen this one shit on the news a couple weeks ago that made me Some dude was and drove his car over a bridge and had his in the trunk, and she was pregnant with his kid and in the car they found a tape, but they say who it was to Come to about, his name was. it was you Stan!