Luyện nghe bài hát Going Through Changes

I'm going changes
I'm through changes

Lately I really, feel like I'm rolling for like
I feel like I'm control of myself, I sincerely
I apologize if all that I sound like, is I'm
But keeps on complicating and I'm debating

On leaving this world, evening, even my girls
Can see I'm grievin', I try and it
But I can't, why do I act I'm all high and mighty
When inside, I'm dying, I am finally realizing I need
I can't do it by

Too weak, 2 weeks been having ups and downs
through peaks and valleys, dilly dallying
Around with the of ending the shit right here

I'm hatin' my reflection, I walk the house tryin' to fight mirrors
I can't stand what I look like, yeah, I fat, but what do I care?
I a fuck, only thing I fear is Hailie
I'm afraid if I my eyes I might see her, shit

I'm through changes
I'm going changes

I lock myself in the bedroom, bathroom, at noon
Yeah, dad's in a bad mood, always snappin' at you
Marshall, what happened at you? stop with these pills
And you've fallen off with skills
And your own are laughin' at you

It become a problem you're too to tackle, get up
Be a man, stand, a real man had this shit handled
Know you just had your ripped out and crushed
They say Proof just flipped out, homie just swift out and

Nah, it ain't like Doody to do
He fuckin' shoot at, nobody, he fights first
But on it only makes the night worse
Now I'm Vic's, perks and Methadone pills
Yeah 'em, tight verse, you it

Fuckin' drug dealers hang me like yes man
And they gon' do whatever I says when, I it
It's in their best to protect their investment
And I just lost my fuckin' best friend, so fuck it, I guess

I'm going through
I'm through changes
(Don't know I'm going through)
(But I just keep on through changes)

My friends just can't understand new me
That's understandable man but just how bananas
You'd be, you'd be an animal too, if you trapped
In this fame and in it like a zoo
And everybody's lookin' at you, you want me to do?

I'm startin' to live like a recluse and the is
Fame to give me an excuse, to be at a all time low
I sit alone in my home theater, watchin' the damn DVD
Of the first tour, the last tour, he was still

And it hurt sore, fast forward, sleepin' pills'll make me feel
And if I'm awake in the middle of the night
I just take a couple more, yeah, you're motherfuckin'
I ain't slowin' for no one, I am almost homeward bound

Almost in a coma, yeah, homie, on, don't look now
Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, better hold ground
Fuck, don't I the sound of that voice
Yeah, baby, hold me

I'm going changes
I'm through changes
(Don't know what I'm through)
(But I just keep on through changes)

Wake up in the
of tubes, plus somehow I'm pullin' through
Swear when I come I'ma be bulletproof
I'ma do it just for Proof, I I should state a few
'cause I may not get a chance again to say the truth

Shit it just hit me that if I would notta made it through?
I think the things I would never got to say to you
I'd never get to make it right, so here's what I to do
Hailie this one is for you, Whitney and too

I still love your mother, that'll never
Think about her every day, we could never get it together
Hey, there was a better way, for me to say it
But I swear on everything, I'd do for her on any day

There are just too things to explain, when it rains
Guess it pours, yes it does, wish there wasn't any
But I can't pretend ain't, I ain't placin' any blame
I ain't pointin' fingers, heaven knows there never been a

I know it just feels like we just pissed our history
And just today, I at your picture, almost hate to say
I miss you consciously, wish it didn't end this way
But I just had to get away, don't why
I don't know else to say, I guess I'm

I'm through changes
I'm going through
(Don't know what I'm through)
(But I just keep on through changes)