Luyện nghe bài hát Going Through Changes

I'm through changes
I'm through changes

I really, feel like I'm rolling for like Philly
I feel like I'm losing control of myself, I
I apologize if all that I like, is I'm complaining
But life keeps on and I'm debating

On leaving this world, evening, even my girls
Can see I'm grievin', I try and it
But I can't, why do I act like I'm all high and
When inside, I'm dying, I am finally I need help
I do it by myself

Too weak, 2 I've been having ups and downs
Going through and valleys, dilly dallying
Around the idea of ending the shit right here

I'm hatin' my reflection, I walk around the house tryin' to mirrors
I can't stand I look like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I care?
I give a fuck, thing I fear is Hailie
I'm if I close my eyes I might see her, shit

I'm through changes
I'm going through

I lock in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at noon
Yeah, dad's in a bad mood, always snappin' at you
Marshall, what happened at you? stop with these pills
And you've fallen off with your
And your own fans are at you

It become a you're too pussy to tackle, get up
Be a man, stand, a real man had this shit handled
Know you had your heart ripped out and crushed
They say Proof flipped out, homie just swift out and bust

Nah, it ain't like Doody to do
He wouldn't fuckin' shoot at, nobody, he fights
But on it only makes the night worse
Now I'm poppin Vic's, and Methadone pills
Yeah 'em, verse, you killed it

Fuckin' dealers hang around me like yes man
And they gon' do I says when, I says it
It's in their interest to protect their investment
And I just lost my best friend, so fuck it, I guess then

I'm going changes
I'm going changes
(Don't what I'm going through)
(But I just on going through changes)

My friends just can't understand new me
That's understandable man but just how bananas
You'd be, you'd be an too, if you were trapped
In fame and caged in it like a zoo
And everybody's lookin' at you, what you me to do?

I'm startin' to live a recluse and the truth is
Fame startin' to give me an excuse, to be at a all low
I sit in my home theater, watchin' the same damn DVD
Of the first tour, the tour, he was still alive

And it hurt sore, forward, sleepin' pills'll make me feel alright
And if I'm still awake in the middle of the
I take a couple more, yeah, you're motherfuckin' right
I ain't down for no one, I am almost homeward bound

Almost in a coma, yeah, homie, on, don't look now
Daddy, you die on me, daddy, better hold your ground
Fuck, don't I know the of that voice
Yeah, baby, me down

I'm going through
I'm going changes
(Don't what I'm going through)
(But I just keep on through changes)

up in the hospital
Full of tubes, plus I'm pullin' through
Swear when I come back I'ma be
I'ma do it just for Proof, I I should state a few
Facts 'cause I may not get a again to say the truth

Shit it just hit me that what if I would made it through?
I think the things I would never got to say to you
I'd get to make it right, so here's what I came to do
Hailie this one is for you, and Alaina too

I love your mother, that'll never change
Think her every day, we just could never get it together
Hey, there was a better way, for me to say it
But I on everything, I'd do anything for her on any day

are just too many things to explain, when it rains
Guess it pours, yes it does, wish there any pain
But I can't pretend there ain't, I ain't any blame
I ain't fingers, heaven knows there never been a saint

I know it just feels like we just pissed our history
And just today, I looked at picture, almost hate to say
I miss you self consciously, it didn't end this way
But I just had to get away, don't why
I don't know what to say, I guess I'm

I'm through changes
I'm going changes
(Don't what I'm going through)
(But I keep on going through changes)